Laura Beth and Jack
Eddie
Happy 16th. Brian
Laura and I
SaRita and David
Saturday, December 4, 2010
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
Bob
Watch this video again with this in mind, In almost every picture where he is with someone else, he is touching, arms around, holding hands, etc...he gave so much of himself.....he loved us all. Look into his eyes... his goodness and honesty shown through... soooo honest, almost to a fault...he did not hold back...LORD, HOW I MISS HIM..
Today I can watch this and smile..last night I could only weep...my moods are as a seewaw...up and down, back and forth..
Today I can watch this and smile..last night I could only weep...my moods are as a seewaw...up and down, back and forth..
Me
Bewildered, dumbfounded, puzzled, discontented.....weary ....that is me.
It's 3 am...is this the reason for the mess that I'm in.? insomnia certainly contributes to it.....I do feel almost human at times... when rested...but those times are too infrequent for my liking.
And what about Thanksgiving...giving thanks! Why is it so hard to do when I have much to be thankful for? I was blessed to be able to spend time with my children in Texas... that I've not seen since June...and our life-long friends there. And my family here...supportive and loving.... why is that not enough to overcome the emptiness I feel in my heart...in my life? I know "things could be worse" and I truly want to stop feeling so sorry for myself...being such a drag ...but I can't keep him out...and I don't want to keep him out. I need him...Okay, I'm just gonna lay it all out ... this sorrow is over whelming at times...and this is one of those times.
It's 3 am...is this the reason for the mess that I'm in.? insomnia certainly contributes to it.....I do feel almost human at times... when rested...but those times are too infrequent for my liking.
And what about Thanksgiving...giving thanks! Why is it so hard to do when I have much to be thankful for? I was blessed to be able to spend time with my children in Texas... that I've not seen since June...and our life-long friends there. And my family here...supportive and loving.... why is that not enough to overcome the emptiness I feel in my heart...in my life? I know "things could be worse" and I truly want to stop feeling so sorry for myself...being such a drag ...but I can't keep him out...and I don't want to keep him out. I need him...Okay, I'm just gonna lay it all out ... this sorrow is over whelming at times...and this is one of those times.
Monday, November 29, 2010
''To aII the ships at sea and aII the ports of caII.To my famiIy and to aII friends and strangers. ''
my message for him...
"Thanks for the times that you've given me the memories are all in my mind.
And now that we've come to the end of our rainbow
there's something that I must say,
You shared my dreams, my joys, my pain
you made my life worth living.
And if I had my life to live over again
I'd spend each and every moment with you.
When we were together
the moments I treasure with every beat of my heart.
To touch you, to hold you, to feel you, to know you"
only death could keep us apart
from "Three Times A Lady" written by Lionel Richie
this is not goodby...l will never say goodby ...
And now that we've come to the end of our rainbow
there's something that I must say,
You shared my dreams, my joys, my pain
you made my life worth living.
And if I had my life to live over again
I'd spend each and every moment with you.
When we were together
the moments I treasure with every beat of my heart.
To touch you, to hold you, to feel you, to know you"
only death could keep us apart
from "Three Times A Lady" written by Lionel Richie
Helloooo
insomnia (ɪnˈsɒmnɪə)
chronic inability to fall asleep or to enjoy uninterrupted sleep
Related: agrypnotic
I'm sure the coffee and m&m's that I'm indulging myself with isn't helping, but hey !!! if I can't enjoy some much needed rest I may as well enjoy the awake time...that's my theory anyway...
I spent most of the day unpacking and displaying the Christmas decorations in my home...candles, lights, santas, angels, yule trees...red, green, gold, white, ...lovely reminders of the season.
Historically, Christmas commemorates the birth of Jesus of Nazareth to a young maiden from Galilee.
Theologically, Christmas is the celebration of the incarnation of God in Jesus the Christ, the self-revelation of God to the world in human form for the reconciliation of humanity to Himself. All the details of the various accounts concerning Jesus’ birth revolve around that central truth.
My faith lies in the theological version...
Hebrews 11:1 Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.
Friday, November 26, 2010
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Bobby and Brian
Enjoying a slow-paced, quiet morning with two of my best buddies...watching TV
Jack watch us..watching TV
Friday, November 19, 2010
Monday, November 15, 2010
Forever In Our Hearts
A million times we needed you, a million times we cried,
If love alone could save you, you never would have died.
A light from our household is gone, a voice from our life is stilled,
A place in our home is vacant, which never can be filled.
Some may think you are forgotten, though on earth you are no more,
But in our memory you are with us, as you always were before.
It broke our hearts to lose you, but you did not go alone,
God has you safely in his keeping,
... we have you forever in our hearts
Herk
If love alone could save you, you never would have died.
In life we loved you dearly, in death we love you still,
In our hearts you hold a place that no one can ever fill.A light from our household is gone, a voice from our life is stilled,
A place in our home is vacant, which never can be filled.
Some may think you are forgotten, though on earth you are no more,
But in our memory you are with us, as you always were before.
It broke our hearts to lose you, but you did not go alone,
A part of us went with you, the day God called you home.
Your precious memories are for keepsakes, with which we'll never part,God has you safely in his keeping,
... we have you forever in our hearts
you and me, babe.... I'll never let you go.........
Laura
Eddie
Barbara
Nicki
Brian
Bobby playing the thumping game
da boys
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